Broken Feelings

I’ve expected too much,
Got broken too many times,
Loved too much,
Got hurt too many times,
I’ve hurt others before, though it was never my intention to,
I’ve made mistakes,
I’ve tried to fix them,
I’ve put myself before everyone else before,
Not anymore,
I put her before me,
As I’m put after everything and everyone else,
I try to come first, I always finish last,
I’ve considered how she’d feel, put myself in her shoes,
But the sensibility isn’t mutual,
I rather not have her hurt by my actions,
But the sensibility isn’t mutual,
As, I try to pick up and put together every broken piece of my feelings,
I hope she changes,